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Lebanon, New South Wales

by Alphington

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what good god would make this problem awake with the rubaiyyat skin is warm, and memorises yours sweetly roseville chase is somewhere i am chasing ever in my sleep and the prophet said, good god a seraph tipped me with her spear and on the note she wrote 'i'm sorry, never ever again
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broad were the tracks, between the carriages and people cheering from the riverbanks and the cathedral christening this beast of steel holy water lubricates the wheels inshallah divinity will steer oh, hobson's bay, straight from princes' bridge to richmond my shaking legs as the water rushed beneath us the suburbs they extend like seas power lines stretch to the pier inshallah what will become of me
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there's no more motion in your lips loss of colour in life and limbs god did take you to a place though your body still warm, the flesh is inhospitable in my dreams i'm kicking and screaming waiting for you to come down back to earth but what of the heaven i made of us two the only heaven i knew was inside you now i'm the saddest funeral singer a monster of medication and scissors scaring away my family and friends please tell me when this will end i'll eat the freckles off your face i'll read books sacred and profane but nothing i do will suffice you're tattooed under my eyelids each night
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lions feed on the carcasses of rabbits on your porch and there's no rabbit proof fence where the highway eats the road i'm doing fine, i'm doing well, you croak in our version of morning southeast of jerusalem lies our very own wall of wailing kiss me with your mouth open unlike the last time i wont let my legs open unlike last night a boy on his back, a fowl in spring, iron in your bones but there's no ore beyond the shore where i try make my home a settler, a colonist, i fold my prayer rug the dome of the rock, a compass, a song, i don't need any drugs
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stepping into your house, opening a body opening the door, away from the murky windy night i don't want to go outside your father's record player is chipping in the middle and the crucifix on the fridge is a little bit unstable but the metaphor's unstable, when i see you walking by if i wasn't a man of faith, then i sure am tonight your room's a boat of lanterns, held aloft by magazines the only home you own in a rented house of 3 and understandably, you're comfortable inside i tore into your bed, you tore into my clothes you wanted to feel something, i wanted to feel less alone so i took a train to see you, because nobody wants my face i've only got 4 days here, then you've got somebody else you are a piano, both black and white keys you were manufactured from mahogany and branded with the surname, of your family my fingers on your fingers, crawling nervously over the sheet music that i could never read so i'd never learn to play you, gathering dust in your home i wish that i could see you, but i'd best leave you alone
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dreaming in fevers and punching on walls against where the drywall hits the marrow of your skull and you'll try to stop me with ambulance alarms but i'm not unwell i'm just going through a lot hide all the knives, use the scissors just for art as inch by inch we sleep a little more apart borders of blankets and tollways of scars we're always arguing everywhere we are you were always scared so you stayed inside i yelled at you, you threatened suicide i grab the razor and it still cuts your arm we cry in the shower as I bathe in your blood your mother calls you and asks if you're well you lie and say yes then asks how can she tell given away by the bruises on your mouth i am not hurt mom, i'm just falling in love i am not hurt mom, i'm just falling in love
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released September 10, 2017

All instruments by Alif Thomas Dodds

Cover by Myra Blankenship

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